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Aug. 13th, 2004

06:11 pm - Off the record, on the QT... and very "hush, hush"

So yesterday was quite the adventure. I went to Keene to move Joe Lem out... At first we were distracted, smoking and walking to Sunset Rock... then the work began


By the time we got back to Fall River it was like 11:30... I was so exhausted. But it was a fun day; the drive from Nashua to Keene is such a pretty one...

Last night was nice nad romantic...movie, cuddling, music... Only 2 weeks until I move. I dont want to go anymore. I dont want to leave him...


****You are my everything...

Current Mood: blah

Current Music: Kings of Convenience <3 <3 <3

Aug. 8th, 2004

Aug. 4th, 2004

06:24 pm - It is today, the day of all days...

I am @ lake george for the week. So far it has been magnificent. I love it here. Tomorrow morning we are going to go horseback riding and then to High Tea @ the Sagamore resort... that will be amazing. The day after tomorrow I think I am going to go parasailing. I have always wanted todothat and it is right down the street. It would be really awesome... We are staying right on the island that the movie Last of the Mohicans was filmed on. That is actually one of my favorite films in terms of cinematography and the groundbreaking color film they used to make it. Michael Mann is an absolute genius and totally underrated. So anyways other than that life is beautiful... I am so happy and so peaceful all the time its really wonderful to be so content all the time. So do you guys want to take a trip up to nashua for the weekend :) I love and miss you all; I cant wait to see you Saturday ;) Today my parents went to Saratoga all day with all of the adults and I cleaned the house, grocery shopped, sun bathed, and made dinner. I am actually in the PROCESS of making dinner... So I must return to the kitchen... xoxo

Current Mood: determined

Current Music: APC - on the awesome radio station here @ lake george !!!

Jul. 29th, 2004

12:13 am - LONG PAUSE

I know I already wrote today but I am bored so I will write some more...

I was sleeping for a few hours; and I woke up in this really bad sweat b/c as usual my a.c. in my room is not cold enough... Im in a terrible mood tonight due to the fact tha tI hate it here so much, I never even leave my house
Paul and I are hermits... SOMEONE GET ME OUT OF HERE PLEASE>>> FORCE ME TO LEAVE

Melissa and I will have to sleep in the basement or in my parents room... (the bed is like a magic carpet ride... aka the most comfortable peice of anything you will ever put your body weight on in youre life)

So I just woke up... I feel like crap; and I also feel like crying...

I feel like a land whale today

** isnt it great to be a girl?


fuck you
goodnight

Current Mood: disappointed

Current Music: joni mitchell.... shes putting me into a trance

Jul. 28th, 2004

07:22 pm - time slows down when you look at me.

So yesterday I watched the episode of 6 feet under. They played Death Cab on the episode and I was in the exact mood to listen to it at that moment so I went and bought "The Photo Album"...


So this weekend is Saratoga... Ick, I cant tell you how much I dont want to go.
* Thats of course after the girls weekend here!

(and a fun night to follow)...

Then Monday Ill go to Lake George and meet my family there.
SOOOOO My parents caught me smoking pot on the deck today, prior to my mother findig a joint on my bedroom floor.

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOPPPPPPPPSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!

Who cares... anyway I miss happiness already...
Michael is a brat as usual... He was threatening my parents that if he had to go on vacation that he would be a "bastard and make your (my parents) lives a living hell..."

what a douche bag... I cant grasp how someone could enjoy hating everything so much?
[enter spirtual enlightement]
Maybe I should give him my copy of the Tao and he can try to read it while he is stoned... ***thats the only state I could convince him to do something educational in... He could "change his whole perspective on shit"

So lately Ive been very tired... I dont have energy at all. Its weird...

Time for dinner
:)

Current Mood: tired

Current Music: Joni Mitchell * Court and Spark *

Jul. 26th, 2004

11:45 pm - wow :)

This weekend was great.




Nothing else to say...

Current Mood: enthralled

Current Music: K.D. Lang <3

Jul. 23rd, 2004

09:36 pm - Off the record, on the QT... and very "hush, hush"

Aesthetic harmonies have been constantly coloring my imagination...

I re-read my "Real" personal journal the other day. Its gotten so "personal"... haha I have so many things to say and think about these days its really awesome. I mean I know I have always had things to say and feel and think etc, but right now I feel very vocal about them. Im able to see the beauty in things I hadnt before. Its like using a 3rd eye almost... haha
I feel so inspired by everyone around me. Those are always good types of people to put yourself in the mix with.

I played piano for a while today I got really into it and worked alot with muscle developement (scaling, streching, etc) I really felt good abvout it today it was the first time I wasnt so frustrated.

Today was great. I got the new car. It is beautiful. I still need to name her. She is midnight blue, and rather large... But sleak and sexy, and she floats... Any suggestions?

Current Mood: accomplished

Current Music: led zep... self titled...

Jul. 22nd, 2004

08:21 pm - Today was a good day too...

So last night my dad and mom are pouring us glasses of champage and I say I do not want one... And my father said "Well you will tonight because you have a new car..." My mom gave me her car yesterday which is pretty fuckin sweet. Michael will drive it while IM gone, but it doesnt matter bc I dont need one in NY... Providence is a different story...

So she bought a new car... so now Ill drive that instead of the volvo and we will all be happy! Hahahaha...

So Saturday I am going to Fall River... beach all day I am so excited... SO EXCITED!!!!!!! and Sunday is a little family partayyyy... Itll be a fun weekend.

In Nashua, there will be NO fun. My mother's parents are coming, which is always such a treat... haha just kidding :) I love my grandmother i really do... hmmm


well nothing new or exciting to report other than i love my life so much its sickening...

BRIAN WHERE ARE YOU I ACTUALLY FEEL LIKE BEING OUT TONIGHT YOU ASSHOLE!!!!!!!!

Current Mood: jubilant

Current Music: The Sundays

Jul. 21st, 2004

01:37 pm - Still patting myself on the back...

I am the Master of the House Calls... The King of Ceremonies... No that's Jerry Maguire! Im Elizabeth-Carmela Circharo. Whom might I add learned to use computer programs last night; and today faked sick out of work... It was fantastic. I am home now reading Jim Morrison again... (Hello my name is Elizabeth-Carmela Circharo; and I am an addict)... I love to read, I love to learn.

I get all antsy in my pantsy just thinking about taking classes again. Only my awesome class, the Naturalists won't be the same :( I love you Melly Cant wait for providence and the return of the School Girl saga...

Well I am off to smoke more pot, read more, and maybe return the horrid shirt I bought the other day... :)

Current Mood: accomplished

Current Music: NIN- Halo Fourteen... YAY!

Jul. 20th, 2004

10:51 pm - For all of you who said I was not "Computer Savvy" Aheemm... Aheemmmm

So to all of you who said I am not computer "savvy"... ahem, (some can remain nameless) I'd like to say a BIG F- YOU! Because not ONLY did I do this new page by myself completely... FREE OF DIRECTIONS FROM EVEN LIVE JOURNAL HELP!!! BUT I ALSO...
Learned to...
*Use photobucket
*Figure out all the Livejournal codes
*Use photoshop
*Make the pictures size compatible

I am so proud of myself. I know I have updated already today and this is unlike me but I would just like to pat myself on the back because I am always known for my lack of support in the advancement of both technology and that of technological training...

P.S.: Doesnt everyone love my flowers? Even if they are from somoene who stands me up via telephone 3 times a week...

Current Mood: artistic

Current Music: Fleetwood Mac

04:03 pm - Fairwell the ashtray girl..........

@ work...
Smoked my first cigg. today... I didnt realize why I was in such a bad mood... Havent had one all day... I feel a little better...


Joe- sorry i was a bitch to you before :(

I hate this job and it ruins my mood to be here all day... My dad pulled his back out and still came to work so i bet we can all imagine what a JOY he has been all day...

I bought a RIDICULOUSLY hot pair of shoes today... cant wait to wear them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (wow...old lizza creepin up again or what???) excited about a pair of shoes!!!!!!! hahahaha

Current Mood: annoyed

Current Music: sex pistols!!!!!!!!

09:37 am - Core Medical = Death

Work sucks...


I hate this job...


I hate money...


I love my life.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 I cant wait for Saturday!!!!!!!!!!

Current Mood: tired

Current Music: Sparta- new cd... (await review)

Jul. 18th, 2004

02:12 pm - With her head in her hands and the kiss on the lips of another...

JUST as I predicted... Who cares? Not I!!!! Life throws you curve balls all the time...
Just gotta know to swing high...

I am too happy for lifes nonsense to bring me down... I love music... Its my love...I also love love love love love love love the book my cousin let me have...

I am not sure if he is letting me "keep" its a really old copy of Jim Morrisons poetry... I was really high and I thought it would be awesome to read... Prediction correct...

Now I know what I must purchase for Melissa.... :) :) :) :) :) :) My little Jim-obsessant/adorer...

Ta ta for now all!!

Life is so beautiful... Stop and breathe for a second today and just look at everything around you... The air is absolutly electric...

Oh and I started writing another book~ Yay

Current Mood: ecstatic

Current Music: Jeff Buckley

Jul. 13th, 2004

12:19 pm - Core Medical The servant waits.... While the master baits....hahaha

Work today has been interesting to say the least...
1. Armand and I butted heads this morning big time.
2. I called pace and I may not have housing? Or I should say as of now, I DONT have housing... but I may if I yell at them enough...
3. Im bored here as usual...
4. My job is like pulling teeth.

So now I am on lunch break but I went out for breakfast so I am not hungry... My cell phone is "selectivly" taking calls at the moment... So still my apologies to anyone who is trying to reach me... If I answer or get your vm lucky you hahaha! I am getting anew battery, so this shouldnt be a problem for more than a few more hours...

Awesomeness is everywhere else but in Windham NH @ Core Medical Group...

"We had him hooked
to electrical wires,
I held you as
you turned the dials"

Current Mood: annoyed

Current Music: Jeff Buckley

Jul. 11th, 2004

10:26 pm - I believe in miracles. Where you from? You sexy thang you!!

This weekend was fantastic. I decided to go to the Riv... Friday night we hung @ Joe's and celebrated his brithday a little early since I will not be present on Wednesday. I baked an Epiphone cake like his :)

I even did the logo and everything. So proud of myself, I have never really baked anything before. So that went well.
I spent mucho dinero on the Yardbirds cd's and Young Frankenstein... I also got a kick ass Hendrix poster for my house, the colors match my room. I really wanted this Kurt Cobain one I have never seen before. Blue background and his face looking out of the frame. His eyes are magnificent. He is magnificent.
Today we went to NEWPORT and went to the beach and passed all the manchines. The Vanderbuilt home is the most magnificent thing I have ever seen. Its truly artwork in the form of architecture. Today was perfect. The mood, the music, the weather, everything. Life is so great I dont even know how to describe its perfectness. I dont want to jinx it so I wont try to.


I dont think life could be any better right now... Minus the fact that my cell phone is shitting the bed. I apologizr to everyone who tried calling me this weekend, or anyone who wanted to get in trouch with me via I.M. I got about 92309182 voicemails tonight from Friday until now. THey all appeared in my mailbox out of the blue?? And this morning it wouldnt turn on. PERFECT!!!!!!!! THATS EXACTLY WHAT I WANTED TO DO WITH MY NEXT 200 DOLLARS WAS BUY A NEW PHONE!!!!

I am so tired... work tomorrow. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!

*****Ugh someone pinch me so I can wake up...

Current Mood: crazy

Current Music: Yardbirds.. :)

Jul. 8th, 2004

07:32 am - "Excuses R 4 Losers"

My dad and I made those tee's once and sold the logo to some company. Haha I just remembered that... If we could quickly discuss how fuckin awesome I am at marketing that would be great...

Core Medical Group...Making American healthier, one Nurse at a time...

Well that's all folks...

Gift giving=pointless bc I am lost.
lost I say, LOST!!! But Excuses are for losers.......... REMEMBER LIZZA?



HI HO SILVER, AWAYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!


Melissa ... You may have won the battle...But I will win the WAR!!!!!!!!!

Current Mood: creative

Current Music: Duran Duran- Wedding Album...(too early for this I know)

Jul. 7th, 2004

10:07 am - Hail to the Queen of Recruiting

So work today is dragging ass. This is the first day I have had to wake up in 2 weeks. Im so tired... AHHH
I wish so bad I could be lying in bed right now. Padre is in a meeting so I snuck into his office for a few moments of QT. I might be getting a friend of mine a job here which would be cool to have someone to hang with my age and shit...

Im hungry, im tired...

Im going to see the Anchorman tonight with Jim... Brian do you want to go?????????? Call my cell when you wake up , sorry I didnt call you back I passed out really early as I told you I was going to hahaha :)

JOEY HAPPY 1 WEEK UNTIL YOUR BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Current Mood: exhausted

Current Music: Radiohead - hail to the theif....

Jul. 6th, 2004

04:39 pm - Today was a good day... oowww aaa owwww aaa!

Back in the "Shire"... As usual, im dying at work waiting these last 16 minutes out. I havent slept well in about 5 days, by "well" I mean a) more than 4 hours b) in my own bed c) in a bed at all...

Anywho- 4th of July was off the "heezy"... Surprise visit to the Riv and went to a fuckin ridiculously large/fun party. My ladies and I were drinking Vino right out of the bottle, needless to say I was pretty belig.

Flash forward a few hours I woke up on a fucking bench SHIVERING listening to "Joe.... youre just a big ball of humor man"... As told by the one and only Derek Rossi.
Fuckin awesome night....

I am the luckiest girl in the WORLD!!!!!

Current Mood: crazy

Current Music: Ice Cream- Sara Mclachlan

Jul. 4th, 2004

09:49 am - Aesthetic harmonies coloring your imagination...

Abby Rose.Abby Rose.Abby Rose.Abby Rose.Abby Rose.Abby Rose.Abby Rose.Abby Rose.Abby Rose.Abby Rose.Abby Rose.Abby Rose.Abby Rose.Abby Rose.Abby Rose.Abby Rose.Abby Rose.Abby Rose.Abby Rose.Abby Rose.Abby Rose.Abby Rose.Abby Rose.Abby Rose.Abby Rose.Abby Rose.


She is the most beautiful little angel I have ever seen in my life. <3
Today I photgraphed her a little; but she is a baby remember so she wasnt too into it. I hope at least 1 shot came out well. I put her curls into a ponytail and put a big pink flower in her hair. Shes too beautiful to even explain.

Current Mood: enthralled

Current Music: Parachutes (<3)

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